okay it's almost 3 in the morning and i still can't slp. sippose to go tuition tmrw at Yakin for PA. uhm... shall I use 'today'? anyway. The tuition starts at 9:45 and I'm estimating that if I go to slp at 3, I'll have only 5 hours of sleep?! OMG this is no good. The prob is, I can't sleep. The other prob is, I'm sleepy. =.=


so... it's been around one month since form 6 has started. Things aren't so relaxing as I expected. Hmmm.... Thinking of 4 subjects woulda be easier to handle if compared to 11 o.O and it doesn't seem to be so. Yes, I can't even finish my maths hw in one day, understand how to calculate number of mol. , WTH Avagado's bla bla bla , organelles (o.O") worst of all, Pengajian Am which I don't have the slightest idea of the whole subject. The only things I had enjoy myself in this subject is when Mr Shan thought us how to draw the graph. lol. The others are just DISASTER.


I know tht I'm pretty moody in this week but I don't know why. Starting to feel uncertain on a few issues. eg: can I slim down? , can I be more hardworking than I was in F5? speaking of F5, I hadn't been studying until trials. hmmm... pretty lucky for me to only not get an A for EST and Chinese though there's several A2s lol XD


I still couldn't figure out why am I so moody for these few days. It doesn't feel good. Mom told me that I should just let the pass be the past and look forward to the future. But how? Yeah she's being so kind and nice now but ....... I'll try to let go hmmm? just gimme somemore time. 頑張れ。